i cant concentrate on anything except for how much i love all of muh friends. dave, sarah, quinn, stephen, mel....all of you. i love you all so much...never forget that.
Wednesday, January 08, 2003
Tuesday, January 07, 2003
i twas sick today and i didnt go to school. good for me. i still feel slightly sick. but the show must go on. i have to go to school tomorrow cuz i have a test for mr. ludwigs class. i studied. i had a math test today too but i am going to take it maybe like...after school on thursday. i wanna see that movie, darkness falls. it seems like a good movie. but i dont know when its coming out though. i still have yet to see harry potter, lotr:ttt, and lotr:fotr. okay. i'm going to be going now. okay bye
Monday, January 06, 2003
i love you sarah. i'll always love you...and dont forget....this is just the beginning of forever for us....i just have one request...please dont give someone else our song....
Saturday, January 04, 2003
you know what's really funny? how i'm never allowed to do anything. heh. dave is w/ ashley and beth and anthony. i am going to dinner. hmph. i dont want to. what i want to do is go w/ dave and beth and anthony and ashley.
i might be hanging out with beth ashley and dave today. but those plans will fall through probably. it would be cool if they happened. whoa ma dad bought me a whole new razor w/ 10 refills. and i only asked him for 5 refills. heh. silly daddy...tricks r 4 kids. hm...i kinda wanna hang out with waffoolz today actually. just randomly. that would be super cool if we went to south street. heh. *tip of the day: fairy tales never come true* heh. mmhm. so dont think that something is perfect....cuz it never ever is. PFFFT!
Friday, January 03, 2003
what a bad day (until i conducted) and now its bad again. school was slow. very slow. and after school. i was after school w/ sarah and this kid mike and he kept puttin my arm on his chest while he laid on the floor and sarah got mad and didnt talk to me. and then i found out something that is happening...and someone promised they wouldnt do it. and did it anyway....i am used to it though. o freaking well. i got screwed again. oh well. i got to conduct. that made me feel a little better cuz i did pretty good (according to other people). thats all. i dont really feel like writing a cause de my depressed mood
the song of the moment is i hate myself and want to die. i really do. and if u dont know what is wrong w/ me, you dont freaking need to so dont ask cuz it is none of your buisness. i got screwed...really really really bad. how could i be so stupid as to put all my trust and love into one person...i knew that it would turn out bad...i knew it
Wednesday, January 01, 2003
im kinda not in a good mood. my tummy hurts :(. there is a lot of stuff bothering me that i need to get out....haha. that didnt sound right following "my tummy hurts". lol. i mean there is things on my mind that i need to get off....so...i will....
Wow...its pretty late. hm. I think I'll go to bed soon. Hey...its 2003...woop woop...graduating in 2 years! Erm...yeah...the party...it was pretty fun. Except for at the beginning, I was thinking alot and not doing any socializing. So then at around 11 or so...I started talking to a girl named Ashley. Ashley is amazing...seriously....she is. I sat on a lot of people...well I got pushed actually. I "sat" on Ashley, Rachel, Beth (!!!), Dave, Alex, Kate and Anthony. This is a major stretch for me...7 people in one night. And I hugged tons of people. All those people and Amy Smith (ha!) and Jen Pondo. Heh. Tonight was great. But, right now Chris is starting to bother me by continually asking me to go to the movies w/ him. I am about to give in and just go...and I'm still on the phone, about to get off...about to go to bed....soooo tired....*falls asleep at computer*


